Tuesday, November 4, 2014

The Idea of Love and the Insanity of It

You're always there.
Maybe not physically, but you're there in my mind. With everything I do and everything I say. You drive me insane! I can never focus.
And where am I? Do you think of me?

I want to scream, is this what love is? Or is it just the idea of it? I'm scared that everything I worked so hard for will slip out of my hands and for what? Some stupid picture of a happy ending? It could never work.
I want you out. Out of my head!
I have dreams to chase and wishes to make come true.
I don't want your touch burning on my skin.
I can't fight it. I'm so tired. I'm so confused.