Monday, September 7, 2015


You want me to talk, 'cause you miss me, but you never answer, you never have time. So I don't talk, but you get worried. Nothings wrong, I'm just sick of waiting. I want you to make up your mind, I love you, if you want to stay that's cool, if you want to leave that's cool too, but please decide, 'cause you're ruining me in the process.


Leave this blue neighborhood, never knew loving could hurt this good and it's driving me wild.
-Wild; Troye Sivan

Friday, September 4, 2015

Jealously in love?

"I don't want to share you but I'm not in love with you.

She is tho... And it makes my insides rage with anger and jealousy.
But I love her and I want her to be happy and I'm not in love with you anyway, right? So why am I like this?
I want to show her I could totally get you, that I'm somehow, like, better then her. It's fucking messed up and I feel like a terrible bitch.

And now I'm going to talk to you about all this... But what do I tell you? I can't give up her secrets, I promised. So I'll tell you that I don't want to share you but I'm not in love with you. Okay?

Please don't hate or leave me after this! I like you, I want you in my life. You make all my confused thoughts seem like easy, unimportant, overthought thoughts and I need you to keep both my feet on the ground.