Wednesday, March 19, 2014


I get kind of dark
Let it go to far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
'Cause I need you now
So don't let me down
You're the only thing in the world
I would die without
-Better Than I Know Myself; Adam Lambert

Friday, March 7, 2014

Our Purpose and Feeling Whole

Sometimes I wonder what we all do it for? The things we like, the obligations we make for ourselves. Why? What for? What is our purpose in this life, in this world? I believe we are all here for a task. A task set apart for only you or me. Something for the greater good. Whether we want to see it or we are unable to see it. There is something more to our lives and to this world! Most of our time on this earth we will spent trying to figure out what it is we need to do. And when we find it will it fill us up? Will we find the peace we have long been looking for? Because all we want is to feel whole inside, feel like we are needed and have a goal, a purpose. Is this what we were destined to find?

Sunday, March 2, 2014


When oceans rise my soul will rest in your embrace, where I am yours and you are mine.
-Oceans; Hillsong United

Choices We Make

We all go through changes. Put what we knew all this time behind us and look for new versions of ourselves. Choices we make can be hard. Especially when we have to leave places or people we love behind. But the choices we make bring new adventures, new people and new places to love. If we don't try new things we might never know what we are missing out on. But we can also choose to run from the mess we created and the things we cannot handle.

If we keep running from the fight we'll never get into our position, our place in this world. What if the fight we are avoiding, is the fight that will get us to our goal? And we let that goal slip away because we are scared of the fight. Time to let that fear go, because we're all here with a purpose. A place, a job to fill. To get done. And even though we want to, we can never run from our problems. They will haunt us, follow us. Regretting how we ran away from it instead of facing this problem. We can never move forward if we don't let the past go. And we can never let the past go if it has unfinished business.

But with a new day, come new chances to make good choices.