"I don't want to share you but I'm not in love with you.
She is tho... And it makes my insides rage with anger and jealousy.
But I love her and I want her to be happy and I'm not in love with you anyway, right? So why am I like this?
I want to show her I could totally get you, that I'm somehow, like, better then her. It's fucking messed up and I feel like a terrible bitch.
And now I'm going to talk to you about all this... But what do I tell you? I can't give up her secrets, I promised. So I'll tell you that I don't want to share you but I'm not in love with you. Okay?
Please don't hate or leave me after this! I like you, I want you in my life. You make all my confused thoughts seem like easy, unimportant, overthought thoughts and I need you to keep both my feet on the ground.